Thursday, July 22, 2010

dreaming.

so i watched inception last friday with some friends. it was really good. omgush. why am i writing about this almost a week later? idk i guess i just didn't even think about it til now...while in psychology. ahha.


ok. dreaming. inception was like...extreme lucid dreaming. being in other people's dreams. interacting with them, taking things from them, controlling them. hulll. lucid dreaming. i love the feeling. but just like in the movie...where living in the dream world so long might actually convince you that reality is in your dream...somethings i just want to escape to my dreams.

some times, my days are so long, dull, dreary, stressful, wretched, frustrating...i could go on. i just want to go to bed...and escape into my dreams. i always have such vivid dreams. so realistic. SOOOO REALISTIC...in fact, last night i dreamed that Bentley (my puppy) pooped everywhere...so annoyingly realistic. ugh. but yeah. i dream. i dwell. i remember. i wish that i could live my life in my dreams sometimes.

sometimes, my dream self is what i really want to be. my dreams can be down to earth or completely fantastical. i dream that i blow cash at malls like chump change...or something better...i dream that my mom let's me buy anything i want. which in my opinion, is much better that just blowing cash.

my dreams actually change as i change in real life. i used to hate the feeling of falling, like going straight down on a roller coaster. i hated that feeling in the pit of my stomach. therefore, i absolutely hated flying in my dreams. i liked flying up, but i hated flying down. that feeling, i felt it so realistically in my dreams. but as i rode more roller coasters and got more accustomed to the falling feeling, growing to eventually liking it...the more i loved to fly in dreams. one time, my friend told me he wanted to lucid dream. and in his dream, he wanted to be playing madd high stakes poker...and then win...and then just fly away straight out of the building...YOU WOULD.

anyways. here i am, once again, wasting your time with long drawn out blogs. nice.

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