sometimes. i want to say things to people. but i can't. or i mean. i can. i usually do. but there are somethings you just aren't allowed to say. so i guess i'll say them here. like i'm back on myspace. posting dumb blogs about things you want to say to people.
1. there are just certain things you do that aren't right. it's not ethical. it's just wrong. and i can't say these things out loud. because it's your life decision. but you got to understand. your decisions affect so many different things. and right now, you're ruining someone's life and well being.
2. as much as i dislike spending time with you, i enjoy the time i spend with you. our relationship has to be more meaningful than just spending time with each other. we need more substance. and honestly, i fear the substance. because i know what it can lead to.
3. you should just move on with your life. quit hanging on to the old and just accept the new. those old things are keeping you from living your life to its full potential. but it's like you are trapped inside a box that you can only see out of the front and back of. you can only see what has happened before and what is immediately in front of you. you can't see out of the sides of the box and see what happens around you.
4. no one likes you. honestly.
5. i'm sad that you never come through on your promises. and i am genuinely hurt. i know you aren't purposely not keeping them. things come up. your general lifestyle. etc. but still. at least keep 1 out of 5 promises.
6. you judge me. i know you judge me. and i know that you think i'm oblivious to your thoughts. i hate your glaring judgmental looks. sometimes i just want to slap you right across the mouth. maybe one day i will.
7. i want things to work out between us. i can't keep living this way. waiting for consequences to line up and work out. i can't do thissssss.
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