"every where i go out...let me show you how i show out."
when you show the bad for so long, no one believes you can be good. what defines good? what defines bad? people argue it's all personal opinion. who knows. i don't know.
i don't want to be bad. i don't want to be good. i want to be me. but i don't want to be bad me. i want to be good me. and good me hasn't been seen for a hot minute. but i guess when i define good, i'm not talking about the things i do but the things i am.
who knows. i know exactly what i'm talking about but i'm not sure how to convey this to others.
i can do it. if enough people believe in me. but that's the issue. how many people believe me? the people who surround me now have never seen the good me. they assume this is how i've been all my life, but no one just shoots out of the womb impure. going home this weekend is going to help a lot. i hope. i pray that God answers my prayers...as redundant as that is...
살려줘...제발..
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